Trigger Warning - I mention rape in this post. This is something that I haven't wanted to talk about. I've actually never wanted to discuss this publicly but I feel like I need to finally fully address this. I talked about this a little bit in the post 'no bondage' but I didn't go into… Continue reading accountability is hard but necessary
Category: Real Talk
testimony series : Jerome Hill
Welcome to the Testimony Series! This is something I've been so excited to share with you all. About a month ago, God gave me the idea to share the testimonies of some of my friends. Today I'm sharing Jerome's testimony. Jerome is one of my closest brothers in Christ and I'm honored that we have… Continue reading testimony series : Jerome Hill
faithfully obedient
On Saturday March 4th I met up with a friend at a coffee shop. We talked for a few hours, bonding over God's goodness in our lives. We then went to the mall so she could find shoes for her birthday dress. I mentioned that my small group leader was having a worship night and… Continue reading faithfully obedient
no bondage
Happy March! I am currently in the middle of God fulfilling mad promises in my life and I cannot wait to share the full testimony with y'all! On the last Monday of each month, the women at my church get together for a potluck, worship, ministry, and prayer. The topic this past month was 'What… Continue reading no bondage
let’s talk about masturbation
What a delicate post to end the month of love with, am I right? Before we dive in, a few housekeeping items. On 12 February 2023 ... I WAS BAPTIZED!! I am sometimes still in shock that I chose to publicly show my love and belief in Christ. I'm super excited to see what happens… Continue reading let’s talk about masturbation
being grateful when it is hard
The day I moved into my new apartment was a little stressful. I drove to the new place with a U-Haul full of my life, excited about this cute yellow door that God opened for me. After literal hours of unpacking and arranging things, I went to drop off the U-Haul. My frat brothers followed… Continue reading being grateful when it is hard
I saw a victory
Trigger Warning: Suicidal Ideation In August of 2019, I wanted to die. I just couldn’t go on anymore. I locked myself in the bathroom and stared at myself in the mirror. Curious about what my parents would find in the morning. Curious about the conversation they’d have with my sisters and brother. Curious about how… Continue reading I saw a victory
my issue with manifestation
Happy New Year! Can you believe we are officially 3 years out from 2020? I feel like 2020 is now my litmus test for how chaotic something was or is. So I'm going to dive right in because this is a topic I've been thinking about since the spring of 2021. I personally believe you… Continue reading my issue with manifestation
is Egypt still in you?
So I have this thing that I do and before I share it, yes I know it’s not a good thing at all. So if a situation comes up where I have an opportunity to sin, I’ll tell God “oh this is the last time” and just … sin. And frankly it’s a double whammy… Continue reading is Egypt still in you?
When you are weak, receive
It’s been a long time since I’ve written here or even gone to church. I’ve been … scared to be in God’s presence. I don’t know if it is the lack of trust I had in Him over my future or frustration because it seems like nothing is working out the way I want it… Continue reading When you are weak, receive