accountability is hard but necessary

Trigger Warning - I mention rape in this post. This is something that I haven't wanted to talk about. I've actually never wanted to discuss this publicly but I feel like I need to finally fully address this. I talked about this a little bit in the post 'no bondage' but I didn't go into… Continue reading accountability is hard but necessary

testimony series : Jerome Hill

Welcome to the Testimony Series! This is something I've been so excited to share with you all. About a month ago, God gave me the idea to share the testimonies of some of my friends. Today I'm sharing Jerome's testimony. Jerome is one of my closest brothers in Christ and I'm honored that we have… Continue reading testimony series : Jerome Hill

let’s talk about masturbation

What a delicate post to end the month of love with, am I right? Before we dive in, a few housekeeping items. On 12 February 2023 ... I WAS BAPTIZED!! I am sometimes still in shock that I chose to publicly show my love and belief in Christ. I'm super excited to see what happens… Continue reading let’s talk about masturbation

being grateful when it is hard

The day I moved into my new apartment was a little stressful. I drove to the new place with a U-Haul full of my life, excited about this cute yellow door that God opened for me. After literal hours of unpacking and arranging things, I went to drop off the U-Haul. My frat brothers followed… Continue reading being grateful when it is hard

I saw a victory

Trigger Warning: Suicidal Ideation In August of 2019, I wanted to die. I just couldn’t go on anymore. I locked myself in the bathroom and stared at myself in the mirror. Curious about what my parents would find in the morning. Curious about the conversation they’d have with my sisters and brother. Curious about how… Continue reading I saw a victory

is Egypt still in you?

So I have this thing that I do and before I share it, yes I know it’s not a good thing at all. So if a situation comes up where I have an opportunity to sin, I’ll tell God “oh this is the last time” and just … sin. And frankly it’s a double whammy… Continue reading is Egypt still in you?