Trigger Warning: Suicidal Ideation In August of 2019, I wanted to die. I just couldn’t go on anymore. I locked myself in the bathroom and stared at myself in the mirror. Curious about what my parents would find in the morning. Curious about the conversation they’d have with my sisters and brother. Curious about how… Continue reading I saw a victory
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transparency time Tuesday
It probably has everything to do with the way I grew up, but I feel like I am a bother to literally everyone. As I age, I move further away from the unkind words and actions of bullies and family, but the pain that birthed hesitation never left. I am genuinely fearful, at all times,… Continue reading transparency time Tuesday
Worry in Reverse
Trigger Warning - this blog post mentions mental health struggles and suicide. On March 13th, my place of employment announced a mandatory work from home policy until April 5th. The country and most of the world, is gripped in worry and fear because of the COVID-19 virus or as it is commonly called The Coronavirus.… Continue reading Worry in Reverse